Numbers..

I was born in heat. I was born in the hottest month of the year in one of the hottest cities in the South. I saw a boy's penis in the second grade under a table..... By sixth grade I was in love with the Spice Channel... 7th grade.. I touched my first penis... At 13 I lost my virginity...

By the time I hit college I had a strong urge to have sex with...... everyone... But I didnt because I was so scared about my numbers being to high. I thought that if I went over three I was two away from being a whole hand (five) and that was an outrageous number. I am now close to my senior year and I didnt give a rats ass about numbers until recently.

I pick out the boys I want when I first see them and this sexy light skinned one came in my class and got choose quickly. It took some time but he finally got the hint and set up an appointment for the show..... But he had some preliminary questions.... And this is where the problem came in....
"How many people have you been with?"..... Excuse me... Dont you know that there are some things that you dont ask and that dear is one of them? If I dont ask you certain questions I expect you to follow suit... Unfortunately sexy didnt know... So what did I tell him?

A damn lie... Im not gonna tell that nigga how many people Ive had sex with... Why would it matter? Does the amount of people I have sex with deter you from the yearning to get some sex? As long as Im safe why would you care?! The question threw me for a loop.... Why are some people so concerned about numbers? Is it the myth that a person that has sex with a number of people make them a whore? My answer: No, that person can just be a responsible freak. What about the stigma that a man wants to smash everything with a vagina and at least one leg will only marry a virgin? My answer: That man is a damn fool. The famous physical excuse: If you have sex with a number of people than your vagina will hang like a sleeve of a wizard? My answer: Theres lots of excercises for that shit too....

Numbers are only made a big deal for each indiviual person. If you are worried that your numbers will affect your life style or future, than by all means keep your legs closed or dick in your pants. You have to be aware and secure about your sexual history.. So why did I lie to him? Honestly I didnt want to lose possibly good penis before I had a chance to try it. But in the end, my numbers were the same as his... He just doesnt know that.... What is the standard for a big number anyway? According to my mom more than one is too much... When I was younger five in a lifetime was the limit... Others are reaching the 30-40 level and are still going strong.... Numbers are a mental thing... Whatever you play into during your life will determine how you feel about the dreaded question..

My point? Fucking is natural... Some crave it more than others... Some people try to fool themslves into thinking that ignoring the craving will make it go away.. Which is true... your craving for sex will go away and turn into other problems like stress, relationship woes, pimples, etc.... I am not advocating fucking everybody you have a chance too.... Think first be responsible but please.. be for real....If you have a little list going for you when it comes to the sexual partners... you arent a whore..your not a slut... you darling... are enjoying life... You have realized what you enjoy doing... And is satisfied with continuing to do what you enjoy... Numbers really and truly arent a big deal.. But to each his own....